Saturday, 24 November 2012

A basic welcome to my past and present worlds



welcome to my world


I was recently reading Mpe’s epic tale of Hillbrow, Johannesburg, Welcome to Our Hillbrow”

Our Hillbrow, Our world. Mpe describes the world of residents who live in Hillbrow, in a postcolonial Johannesburg, their experiences, their perceptions of the world, they understanding of globalization, they issues, including they fight against xenophobia, euphemism, prejudice and the auto immune virus that’s claiming lives, AIDS.
Welcome to Our Hillbrow” could well be a” welcome to my past and present life . I looked at the aspects of the book  that reflect my own life experiences and how  Mpe helps  me think through the necessary “reconfiguring of the stories in our lives”.

Welcome to my world, a world filled with paranoia, governed by status and ruled by ultimate power. A world where prejudice still lurks just beneath the surface, a world where I believed that ethnicity isn’t a problem anymore, yet there are people who still class you by the colour of your skin, and doubt your intellectual capacity based on your background.
I hail from a small farm town in the Eastern Cape, a place where everyone wants to leave, start a better life somewhere, a place where education is your way out. A poverty stricken place, where the cycle of non-educated just keeps repeating itself, where young people tend to turn to crime for survival, a world that’s filled with such fear of the unknown that new comers are seen as threats, vermin that need to exterminated ,foreigners accused of coming to “steal” from them. This is a town whereby you make the opportunities for yourself, where innovation is your ultimatum weapon to prosper. 
At the begining of 2012, i moved to Port Elizabeth, a very windy city in the heart of the eastern cape. Its a concrete jungle that limits the urge to rebel and be spontanious. I think the one lesson my new home has taught me that being naive and turning a blind eye on things will come back and bite you hard.

well thats the basic welcome to my world....

siya angel mhlangabezo

Sunday, 11 November 2012

 
GUARDIAN ANGEL
 
my eyes are filled with tears.
Im like a leaf, shaking in the wind.
my life is just a sad story,
I dont know when the pain will end.
my hope is dying and no matter what i do,
it keeps getting worse.
I need a guardian angel,
someone to take the pain away,
every night and day I pray,
i need a guardian angel,
the suffering is way too much,
I need someone to set me free.
 
by: Siya Mhlangabezo